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Suno

ab tum to mere paas nahi rahi
par tumhara kuchh samaan yaha chhoot gya
achha rehta agar tum btati jaati
ki wo samaan kisko dena hai

samaan bada nahi hai
magar bohot saara hai
usey sambhalna ab mere
bass ki baat nahi rahi

kuchh awaazein hai
tumhari hassi ki
mere kaano mein goonti rehti hai
aur kuchh us sangeet ke lafz bhi
jo tum gaate rehte the
wo bhi yahi par chhod gayi tum

tumhare jism ki khushboo bhi aati rehti hai
tumhe gaye to ab kaafi waqt ho gya
na jaane kaise
wo ab bhi yahi hai

us bedsheet pe ab bhi salvate hai
usey dekhta hu har roz
aur tumhari kuchh aadatein
wo bhi mere paas hai

aur wo khat jo tumne likhe the
us kagaz pe lafzo ki laashein hai ab
bematlab wo mujhe nihaarti rehti hai
jaise ki unmein ab bhi jaan ho


achha rehta ye sab tum lekar jaati
inka bojh mujhe hilne nahi deta
sochta hu
ki in sab ko chhod ke chala jau
ek naye ghar mein
kuchh naye samaan ke saath !!

Zindagi

main roz subah uthta hu zindagi

ek naye din ke liye

ek nayi soch ke saath

par naya to kuchh nahi hai

wo hi suraj hai, wo hi ghar

wo hi raaste, wo ho log

taareekh ke alava kuchh shayad badla hi nahi

wahi har roz jata hu

wohi kaam krta hu

to fir naya kya hua ?

wo hi chhoti chhoti khushiya

wo hi chhote mote ghum

har roz ki kuchh cigerette aur chai

wo hi filmein aur wo hi geet

sochta hu ki kisi din in sab se bhaag jau

ek nayi jagah jaagu

kuchh naye dost banau

kuchh nayi galiyo mein jau

kuchh naya krne ka har roz sochta hu

par darr lagta hai

kahi ye sab mujhe bhool gaye to?

kahi in sab ne mujhe chhod diya  to?

kahi kisi ne meri jagah le li to?

kahi main wapis nahi aa paya to?

isi darr mein main har roz wo hi din jeeeta hu

baar baar, har baar

sab kuchh wo hi to hai na

jaisa kal tha

magar pichhe mud ke maine aaj dekha

sab kuchh to badal gya hai

kuchh saal pehle to sab alag tha

raaste bhi aur rishte bhi

bas ek tu hi wohi hai mere paas

bas tu mt badliyo

jab tak main hu, tu mere paas rahiyo zindagi

tu hai, to main hu !!